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Yesterday I was doing very well, and then I sort of binged. I think I made it out to be worse than it was, though. Yesterday my total calorie intake was around...probably like 500 give or take.
It was really scary last night though. I knew what I was doing but i couldn't stop eating. When I was done, I pretty much just collapsed in my kitchen and I started sobbing. I tried to make myself throw up, but like I said, I have bad gag reflexes, so nothing happened. I then drank vinegar, and still, nothing. Luckily however, a few hours before my binge, I had taken two laxatives. It kicked in around midnight.
I feel better, but, God...Last night was the worst I have ever felt about myself. What is going on with me?
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Thursday, March 9th, 2006
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HELP!!!!!
I just binged, and I honestly have never felt so bad in my life. I need to get these empty calories OUT OF ME. My gag reflexes suck, any ideas?
Please respond!
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So far today:
60 OZ of Water 0 Cals
1 Special K Bar 90 Cals
Should I eat dinner?
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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
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Today:
60 oz. water 0 Cals
15 oz. diet coke 0 Cals
8 oz. Crystal Light Lemonade 5 Cals
Ramen Noodles (with a LOT of extra water for broth) 190 Cals
Half of a wheat bagle 110 Cals
1 saltine cracker 6 Cals (?)
Total 311 Cals
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So, this is my first personal entry on this name. Just got my colors figured out..so..yep. The end!
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